If I had known this would happen, I would have searched for a job long ago or just signed up for the attachment offered.

I felt like a loser/burden/whatever you call that now. Reason because, the parents have already raised thier concern about me staying at home doing nothing during the holidays apart from the household chores whereas the rest are out to work.

I hate it when issues like this are raised. They compare me and HER. Oh hell yeah. Screw that! Fishhhhhhhhhhhh.

And mum even said,: "Orang lain smue keje. Kau tau nak menadah je biler nk beli barang. Tngk __________."

The mention of her name makes me roll my eyes like a thousand times.

Sumpah whatever.

And please ah. It's not as if I ask for money every now and then. I only asked for money to top up my EZLINK card to travel to school and not elsewhere.

URGH.