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11 September 2008 12:00:00 PM
Mohd Fareed,this post is for you.
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Bie,I was disappointed when I knew nothing about that incident yesterday.You lied to me.Instead,you chose to keep the real situation to yourself because you don't want me to worry about you.You said that I didn't reply to your earlier msgs.So,that's it.POOF!You won't tell me anything.
Bie,I took the effort to come down to your workplace without your acknowledgement just to clarify things up with you.I waited for you at the bus stop till you finish your work.When you are done and came to sit by my side,you just kept quiet all the while,not saying anything.From the bus stop at your workplace to the bus we took to Bukit Batok mrt to CCK mrt.You didn't speak a word at all.You didn't even look at me.Is this the kind of attitude you gave me when my intention was to clear the air?I was hurt.
Bie,since my intention was good,I decided that I've to make the first move,which only took place at CCK.I speak my mind out.I told my intention of meeting you up.You told me all.Just in case you don't know,I sympathised you when you told me everything.It's just that I don't want to say it.
While walking and sending me home,you kept rubbing your back.I know it hurts.I wanted to relief that pain of yours by massaging your back and comforting you but I just cannot bring myself to do so. I cannot bring myself to touch you.
When we reached my void deck,you sat by my side,asking me what else I wanted to know.I knew all.There's nothing else I wanted to know.I told you not to send me all the way up.My reason being,I don't want you to be late for break fast.trust me sayang,there's no other intention.
You left saying,"I jalan dulu.".That's all.I know you walked off unwillingly.I saw that.I entered the lift,and being my weak self,I broke down.I don't want to break down in front of you because I know I can hold back my tears.But I know I just can't hold it forever.I wanted to break down in your arms but I know that's impossible.I respect the holy month,Ramadhan.
Lastly,baby,I've got a mixture of feelings within me.I felt sad.I felt hurt.I felt disappointed.When you treat me in such a way.Yet,I sympathised you.When you told me the truth.But trust me baby,I wasn't angry at you.not at all
Whatever it is,whatever happens,hunny,I want you to know.
I LOVE YOU!

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